chatlog:
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[1]: but do you think there’s
still something out there for
me?
[2]: just face it
[2]: you'll burn yourself out
again trying
[2]: nobody's paying attention
[1]: so i'll just be forever
lost in the noise of the web?
at least i would've tried my
best to get somewhere
[2]: don't be surprised when
it doesn't work out the way
you intended it
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[2]: i feel like i have to
be everything..
[2]: there's so much still
left to work on and so much
to do, it's so overwhelming
[1]: there's only so much
you can do at once
[2]: but is it enough?
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[1]: is it working yet?
[2]: of course not just be
patient
[1]: but what if it’s not
worth it?
[2]: aren’t you doing this
for yourself
[2]: don’t you believe in
yourself?
[1]: well it’s just
[1]: i want to feel like
it’s gonna be fine
[2]: you know it’s not
gonna be handed to you on
a silver platter
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[1]: doesn't it make you
feel better?
[2]: it does.. when it
works out
[2]: but when it doesn't
i just pressure myself
more
[2]: it really eats me up
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